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[12 Mar 2005|09:09am] [ mood | don't ask. ] i have just been feeling like poo lately. you have no clue. i don't know what's wrong, but...meh. everything tires me! i'll like pick up the baby and set her down somehwere else and have to fucking rest. i have this nasty ass cold sore, my head is stuft, i haven't eaten in forever (last night i smoked and huuuuuge bowl to get hungry, gobbled down two pieces of pizza and then later barfed them up). i've been feeling this way all week but finally felt shitting enough to call in sick yesterday. i was actually kinda pissed abuot missing work because we had a tech training last night. but i could not move yesterday. i left the house twice to pick up a sack and pick up soda's for my little sister. the thing is...i have noooo idea what's wrong. i'm just feeling...shitty all around. stress or exhaustion or virus or allergies i'm not sure what. but my body feels heavy, my head feels clogged and i'm nausious pretty much allll day. to top it off, i haven't seen camilo in like...a day and a half or something. :[ he had work until late last night then work again early this morning...but i don't think i would've been that much fun last night anyway. i'm at work now and edgar has been sooooo nice. he brought me food & when i had to come work the retail store, he counted the cash and opened everything up for me. he told me if i wasn't feeling well, he'd come work. but i hate feeling so helpless at work. but it helps that edgar is a pal & a half. everyone at work has told me i look "really sick & should go home". i think i might do just that in an hour or so. blahhhhh. i've had this bagel for an hour and have only taken two bites. i want to go home and crawl into my bed and fall asleep to david byrne singing songs only for me. parliament lights are buy one get one free right now. only this time, it's for 100's. that's a buttload of cigarette. camilo; i MISS you. raigh; ilu<3 emi; we're way overdue for a hangout. campsite 13; REUNION TIME! .xo

[09 Mar 2005|03:22pm] [ mood | jittery/sick ] laura, yours was way better. but anyjew; LiveJournal Haiku! Your name: aintnodisco Your haiku: it'll be the hitler weed celebration of a lifetime..xo Username: Created by Grahame

[07 Mar 2005|04:05pm] [ mood | screwed. ] yeah so i have to come up with like $150 by 8am tomorrow or i have to get rid of sadie. i'm kinda scared because well...i'm kinda screwed. =o/ .xo

[04 Mar 2005|03:14pm] [ mood | hungryyyyy. ] last night rocco saw me smoking a cigarette which he assumed was pot and has now banned me from any contact with the baby. i swear, i fucking hate him. this guy that i buy weed from pretty frequently came into orion today. he even had a telescope and serious questions. it was weird/funny. camilo is so wonderful & understanding. i couldn't ask for anything more, he's perfect to me. .xo ( SLUT! )

[04 Mar 2005|01:37pm] [ mood | worn away the shock. ] ( you've come to realize you've seen her kind of eyes watching you from underneath a rock )

[03 Mar 2005|05:37pm] [ mood | surprised. ] i recently found out that my sister reads livejournals. so... HI MAGGIE! .xo

[02 Mar 2005|04:19pm] [ mood | burn it brahhhh. ] i got 4/20 off from work. emi's going to ask for that day off. anyone else with us? it'll be the hitler weed celebration of a lifetime. .xo

[02 Mar 2005|02:48pm] [ mood | NOT VEGAN. ] i didn't feel like learning about hormones in my personal health class, i decided not to go. not only that, but i made camilo hang out with me. he picked me up from work when i got off which was around 5:30. we're both so effing broke and boring so we decided to go stalk emi. ahhh, i haven't had myself a good emi stalking in awhile. emi was sleeping when we got there, but her mom woke her up for us. we decided to go on a booney/find somewhere to smoke. emi was feeling lazy so we went in camilo's truck. so we just drove the backroads and smoked, but i felt bad for camilo because his truck isn't an automatic. so he has to shift, steer, & try to smoke. but emi & i enjoyed ourselves and talked each others ears off about things we needed to catch up on. camilo gave up on the smoking after awhile so we headed back into town and parked near emi's. it was easier for everyone to smoke that way, heh. emi had plans to work out later that evening, so we took her home a little after 7 or so. then we went to togo's to eat and i asked camilo if he wanted some cheese. i think he thought i was serious because his face got this very pissed look. then i tried hummus for the first time...disgusting. i would hate to be vegan & have to eat clear wormy like noodles & booger hummus ew. but different strokes for different folks i guess. anyway, i have to write a paper by friday & i sooo haven't started. but first! a cigarette. .xo ps; hey you, april fools day is soon.

[01 Mar 2005|11:34am] [ mood | alrighty. ] last night... camilo & i got stoned & then bought slurpees. <3 .xo

[28 Feb 2005|03:55pm] [ mood | taking the chance. ] now, i'm gonna love you till the heavens stop the rain i'm gonna love you till the stars fall from the sky for you and i. this is meant for the person who would read this & understand. .xo

[28 Feb 2005|12:49pm] [ mood | they call it bella notte. ] ok how cute is my boyfriend... saturday night i open the door to a bed covered with rose pedals. there's a checkered tablecloth on the table along with two drippy candles and a container filled with ice with soda's chilling. the beatles played in the background and three beautiful red roses were waiting for me. we ate the bean & wathched love don't cost a thing. i feel like the luckiest bitch alive. .xo

[24 Feb 2005|06:05pm] [ mood | complete adoration. ] i'm living every moment girl ( for you... )

[23 Feb 2005|01:26pm] [ mood | hungry =o( ] last night, althought very normal, we unbeleiveably refreshing. i got out of class early and tried to call emi with no success. but awhile later, i got a call from edgar. he said he'd come pick me up and right as he drove up, emi called. i told her that edgar & i were heading to jaci's & for her to meet us there. after we got off the phone, i ran outside to meet edgar. we went to jaci's & talked for a bit. awhile later, emi showed up. i hadn't seen her in many moons & i was so excited i started clapping and then i hugged her. we ended up just chilling and chit-chatting with jaci until 11 or so. so like i said, the night was normal but i came home smiling. i think that's all that matters. .xo

[22 Feb 2005|01:45pm] [ mood | ... ] (  bored  )

[21 Feb 2005|04:22pm] [ mood | great. ] am i dork if i absofuckinglutely adore my job? because absofuckinglutely adore my job. .xo

[21 Feb 2005|01:12pm] [ mood | so complete. ] i bought black vans slip-ons. i don't think i've tied a pair of shoes in 5 years. .xo

[17 Feb 2005|12:41pm] Your Penis Name is: Elvis Get your own Penis Name

[16 Feb 2005|05:15pm] [ mood | giddy. ] it took forever, but i finally got to generate one of ( these )

[16 Feb 2005|02:38pm] [ mood | enough like the j. lo movie ] if you're expecting a reaction, you're not getting one. this is as close to a reaction as you're going to get. have a nice life & i guess we'll see each other in hell. .xo

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